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yay!! im finalli online! ahhaha hai com crashed. now using dad's laptop. cos itz a fri nite! n i buay tahan rotting awae. so asked to borrow his laptop.
congrats to kaiming!!!!! ahhaha damn zai. national crosscountry champ for b div! sec 3 onli lor. got the c div champ last yr. 4.5 km in 15.41min. he realli deserves it la. trained realli hard.
anw i was supp to go support him at turf city on wed. but in the end i was v guai so i stayed for math remedial. n the math tchr was damn funny!! hahhaa it wasnt mrs chan. ya went thru differentiation. n the way she uh explained was damn funny n crap la. haha.
oh ya tues. had tennis! damn fun. played the real game doubles. yayy was wif carmen. n we won all games except for one n won all matches. carmen n lynette r pro!! like they kept rallying like siao n summore itz volley rally from 1 diagonal end of the court to the other. sinyu is gd too. badminton de. carmen table tennis de. haha racquet games players r better at it i guess.
thurs. mass dance we had body combat! haha ya it was v fun. the instructor v v funny but uh quite gay. anw itz juz gd tt we're finalli having sth different. ya instead of chen lao shi every week. ya but body combat is only for 2 weeks.
went for b div bball finals straight aft tt. it was v exciting. ny against anglican high. they r much stronger than us we hafta admit. but we put on a realli gd fight. we cheered like siao la. but den sumtimes the councillors asked us to cheer at crucial moments which were quite inappropriate. ya we lost la. by quite a lot. 20+ points. anw congrats to cat high! they got champ, beating unity sec 59-50.
i onli watched our sch's match.. n 15 min of the boys' match.. den went to katong frm tpy. hahah. finalli got the jian! den went back to tpy stadium. bleah but the match ended le haha. nvm.
todae.. went for RI's philosophy forum. v v fun haha. itz like we watched this french movie "he loves me, he loves me not". ya v short 2 parts onli. den dicussed abt perception n perspectives. v v interesting. den like uh talk until v luan n ji dong. they tok until like tt i v gek.. felt like juz saying "aiya wdv la." haha but din say la. den got lost. n tong was beside me.. n she suddenly told [...]
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ok im doing this for the 3rd time! argh.
[...] me, "he looks like james lye". ya haha she was referring to the teacher. so off topic lor. anw the whole thing was v v meaningful.
den me n tong walked to j8. i was on the fone. den there was this RI guy walking in front of us. den there was a big puddle of water. n the guy juz took a stride n walked over it like nothing. n i was like o.O so i said, "wah my legs not so long lor" as i was walking over it la. haha but i got over it. n tong was like .... cos she had to walk round the puddle to get over.
den we walked arnd n sat arnd at j8. den i went khatib n sat arnd. den went to kelvin's house to pass him the jian. erm n ended up talking to his mom for 45min. so ok.. den went home aft tt.
on the mrt.. i was stoning la. so i was juz stoning in the direction straight ahead. n it was this guy who's not shuai or anything sitting opposite la. den he oso like sian sian. so in the end got staring incident. hahaha den damn funny. he closed his eyes n fell asleep immediately cos he suddenly almost totalli leant against the shoulder of this guy. it was v v funny. i was v amused. wanted to burst out laughing. but gek until v xin ku.
den aft tt i was v glad to noe tt kelvin likes the jian. so yay. n stop crying la! ya anw he went for another haircut! hahhaha
this morning.. went out wif my sis early in the morning to meet kelvin at 9 at novena to go see chi doc. hahha kelvin spiked his hair! yay! v funny la hahha. looked exploded. but it made him look taller. but not bad anw. den aft tt both complained tt the doc sux. ya v sian waited for 2 hrs. my sis din feel any difference in her ankle. n kelvin felt worse. like ouch. the doc twisted his back at the torso.. n cld hear the cracks v loudly. oww la. sharp pain. twice summore. so now itz worse.
den went to fish n co. at novena to eat aft tt cos my sis kept saying she wanna go. in the end my sis kept giving us her baked salmon cos she was full n she said not nice. so ok.. we had to help her eat haha.
aft tt was recapping the bio stuff tt i studied b4 at kelvin's house. ended up falling asleep for v long.
it was onli todae tt i told my sis abt er wad was going on btwn us.. cos she realli thot tt it was weird la cos she din understand. so i had to tell her. n she doesn understand y im doing so much. n she doesn understand y i even wanna be friends. n she said if it was her she wldnt even go on a vegetarian diet for someone else unless itz a life n death thing. er all i told her was im not her. n she said im weird! den she told me tt got once at dinner i was sleeping.. den my bro told her tt im weird. haiya y like tt. nvm la ya ive been weird recently mah
hmm den i was thinking y m i doing so much.. it juz cums frm within me leh. like erm li2 suo3 dang1 ran2. duno y la. tong noes. got a few times in the past i put in a lot.. but nothing was appreciated. i wondered whether im too nice or itz juz tt ppl r unappreciative. hai. but nvm im still ok wif it lo as long as i want to.
today. it was weird n awkward i guess. so strange. so faraway. i wasnt happy at times todae. but i guess the stress to talk n the strain arent there anymore. n the friendship is juz erm.. there i guess. forced out or not. i dont know. haiya i realli dunno la. but todae turned out well ba.
thanks to everyone out there who've been helping me all along. im pulling through already i guess.
to kelvin, jh n ainan.. jia you for wushu nats (=
yeahh tts it. damn long la. to think i typed it thrice. ok not everything actualli. so yay i finished.
the storm had ended. we'll see the rainbow.
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